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To My Master

I am at a loss for words
I am humbled
I have a lot of questions in my mind, but I know I am in no position to ask
I know that You are too wise to be mistaken
Too good to be unkind
Even if this path is too difficult to take and sometimes leave me hopeless,
I know that You have plans for me - plans to make me great and not to forsake me
I leave everything in Your hands

Thank you for leaving me broken, for me to know how good it feels to be whole again
Thank you for the challenge, for it taught me to be strong
Thank you for the making me realize that if I depend on myself, I am nothing

Thank you for putting me in my place and for letting me know that despite my stubbornness and sinful nature, You still love me.
This phase shall soon pass
I put my faith in YOU
In my life you will forever be GLORIFIED.

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